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I've been very happy lately. Inexplicably. Well, almost inexplicably. I have cats.

When Yangthang Rinpoche was here, a friend from my retreat in 2011 flew in from California. We'd had a couple of long talks during the retreat.

The retreat itself was great. Intense, a lot of work, a lot of personal change--difficult, but in a BOO-YAH! kind of way.

So my friend asked me if I was feeling any better.

Hunh?

Apparently I didn't seem "happy" at the time. Well... no, of course it was hard. But I look back on this retreat as Great and didn't understand the question until I was driving home today. He thought that I was doing better when I was happier.

Where did we get the idea that happy = good?

I've been happy lots of times, mostly while watching sci-fi with a cat in my lap. Not accomplishing jack. There's nothing wrong with being happy. I enjoy it. But the times I'm happiest *about* are the so-called tough times when I've gone through a lot of personal change.

On the way home from work it hit me: that's what Shantideva meant. He didn't just mean that one *should* be happy to have enemies. He was genuinely pleased at his personal change. BOO-YAH!
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Okay, many of you know that our temple was closed for public assembly March 1st. The results are in about separating the prayer room from the main temple as well as other matters:

Update on the Temple Renovation

Good news: we can go ahead. Any building we do will have to be on the temple side of the street. )

Financial Report
Here is an income and expense report for the Temple Renovation Project. (Yay, transparency!)


This Sunday they're having the web-a-thon to bring in Friends of KPC. They're looking for small regular donors because this project is going to be ongoing for years. I have a $15 a month donation I give to the Amitabha Stupa mortgage as part of the Friends of the Amitabha Stupa in Sedona, AZ.
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Contractors drive big trucks.

The extended cabins, super-long trailer beds, wheels big enough for armored personnel carriers. They're shiny, new, and well-cared for. These are proud trucks.

Four of them were parked side-by-side in the temple parking lot this am and I could hardly get past in my tiny Honda Civic.

Contractors mean bids, and bids mean stage one of the temple renovation has begun. I didn't even need to ask.

The job's a small one to start: building a firewall to separate the prayer room from the temple, and building two bathrooms. (Bigger contractors drive sedans and the guy who does the bids is never seen at the job site.)

Sure enough, behind the temple: a cluster of big guys in workman-like clothes, dressed for success. Funny they clustered together. Knew each other? Sizing up the competition? Intimidated by a Buddhist temple?

Ani Dawa, also in her work clothes, waved to me and warned: "These are the guys who're going to mess up your paint job!"

After a moment's thought, I raised my arms. "Yay!"



P.S. Kristin tells me that one of the contractors is Amazingly good-looking. I told her all contractors are attractive. It's how they walk (and I admit, I like men who are handy). But she said, "But this guy is dreamy."

This I gotta see. I have a prayer shift today. Maybe he'll be around. *cranes neck*
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Over the last three weeks I've been painting. I've painted on my Mondays off. I've painted before work on Tuesdays. I've painted after work on Wednesdays. I've led groups of painters on Fridays. I've touched base every night with, you guessed it, painters. I've even had high school students to cut in around the lighting.

The room went from primed, to a ceiling coat, to shining white above, to finally sleek cool turquoisy green walls -- all on fast forward.

My one-wall-a-week project launched into light speed with the announcement Yangthang Tulku was coming. If you paint an Air Base before the president visits, surely you wouldn't have blue tape around the room when the venerable spiritual master visits.

I didn't think we could do it. But my enthusiastic friend M. kept going, and so I stepped up the pace alongside him.

Yangthang Tulku sat in the prayer room for hours the other day, just basking. Jetsunma said the place looked "clean." Yeah.

Now I'm looking forward to not hunting through the dirty laundry for things to wear. It'll be good to have the dishes washed again, maybe take in a movie. I bought new blankets the cats are enjoying.
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So here I was unhappy about the county shutting down the temple to public events. Disgruntled that we had to have Yangthang Tulku's teachings IN A TENT (albeit a heated tent) when he's NINETY YEARS OLD.

Then, during the teaching, an important visitor was announced.

A representative from the county executive, Ike Leggett's office, was there.

He had an official announcement to make.

He had an official-looking paper or plaque or something (it was Official). It used "whereas" over and over.

In honor of Yangthang Tulku's 22 years in Chinese prison, whereas he stayed (despite having the means to escape...) in order to teach the other prisoners and whereas he even counted some of his guards among his students, and whereas he has continued to teach thereafter, Montgomery County, Maryland has made April 23rd "Yangthang Tulku Day." From here on out.

*flabbergasted*
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The temple's hosting Rinpoche's teaching IN A TENT on the lawn.

Why? Because we still can't hold public assemblies. The current temperature today: 46 degrees.

He's 90 years old and there's a heated, attractive temple not 20 feet away, but the county won't let us.
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Okay, you've just got to love a Tibetan Lama who recs J. K. Rowling.

Read on.
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Great news. Razoo's up to $11,000!

Let me back up here.

As many of you know, my temple was shut down for public assembly March 1st. We'd been working with the county for several years as we did the renovations to get the Use & Occupancy permit for the temple (the land's zoned residential). It was going slow and the temple lapsed on some requirements. Temples don't tend to be rich, and while people get excited about "Yay, let's build a stupa (or monastery)!" the response to "Yay, let's put in a sprinkler system!" is somewhat tepid.

Then the county lowered the boom.

If I'm looking for a silver lining, I could say that since we own the land free and clear, these renovations will stabilize the temple. They've been hanging over the place for some time.

It was scary at first--what they require is Major. I thought my plan to put in a solar system for a few thousand bucks was expensive. But the changes they want are so extensive, we're almost better off building a new temple in the Peace Park (it's under consideration).

The head of the temple, Jetsunma, is our biggest donor so far. She's selling her clothes, she's sold furniture, she's looking at selling an antique butterchurn, and she's having jewelry she's been given appraised. I wish I could buy these things and give them back to her, but I can't.

So instead I've offered my eBay account to sell some of her more unusual jewelry.

Such as a Thai amethyst and white gold nose ring.

Yes. Nose ring.

You guys like nose rings, right?

Cut for pretty (large) image. )

See eBay listing

Beautiful, richly colored purple amethyst from Thailand.

Nose ring custom-made and professionally appraised at a value of $425. Stone can be reset.

Offered for sale and once worn by Jetsunma Ahkon Lhamo, the first American woman to be enthroned as a reincarnate Buddhist Lama. The proceeds from the estate sale go to save her temple in Maryland from closure: The story is here.


As for myself, well, possibly I could start making earrings to sell on Etsy? Or maybe knitted toys?

I'm open to suggestions.
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Update on the state of the temple!

FAQ: Would it be more cost effective to just move?

Jetsunma: We have paid the land off. The Temple needs mandatory remodeling within a short amount of time. Stinks, our county won't give us a break.

(I'll add -- this is over 65 acres of land that's paid in full, including the wildlife refuge. And, it's a little hard to move 35' concrete stupas):



My dad: The building sounds decrepit.

Me: Actually, it's beautiful. We've just put in new windows and reframed the 17th century stained glass. As per the update link, most of the costs have to do with meeting the Use & Occupancy codes. So the costs and changes are things like determining the water table (it costs $115 to dig a hole? And the county might require a lot of holes for this test? Can't diggers just volunteer?).

The details:
Update on Temple Renovation )
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And Buddhist stuff, having nothing to do with temple renovations, closure, or other bad news.

Here we have a wonderful translation of the Chod (offering of the body) practice into English:



Beautiful stuff. Chod is the most Tibetan of Tibetan practices, the only one that original within Tibet itself.
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Many of you may have been following the closure of our temple.

Those who haven't, bottom line, we'd been working with the county to bring our main temple building up to code but were behind on some aspects (not being wealthy).

March 1st, the county shut our doors until we do a million dollars worth of renovations--renovations that were underway. But now we can't host any Buddhist teachings or events or classes or do anything that Buddhist temples do until after we do all the repairs. At first we had to lock the doors. Later, they relented and we were allowed to have visitors come and go, but can have no public events.

Note the fun Catch-22: we're not allowed to host events, teachings, or classes until we raise the money to do the repairs. And yet events, teachings, and classes is how money comes into a Buddhist temple. If you're on my access list, you can read my rant about this.

We're hosting our planned events on tents on the lawn, no kidding, even in the snow.

Asia, one of our young temple members and cancer survivor, explains what it all means:



None of my friends, on my flist or at the temple, has a million dollars, no more than I do. But we're open to any help--contractors who might want to volunteer time, lawyers who can help us navigate Maryland's Byzantine codes.

We're petitioning the county to allow us to host events so that we can do the renovations. Community support from petitions (really, in this case it helps) can go a long way. So we have a petition here, as well as a paper petition at the temple. When the county tried to plow down Nick's Organic Farm and replace it with a soccerplex, it was the outpouring of support, both locally and nationally, that made them reconsider. (Your name and personal details will not be shown.)

The petition is here: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/157/037/210/help-save-tibetan-buddhist-place-of-refuge/

And frankly, we've never had big donors. We've built everything here on a shoestring. So any amount at all is helpful: http://www.razoo.com/story/Renovate-Renew-Adapt-Evolve-Transmute

Lastly, would anyone be interested in bidding on Icarus fic? Like I said, I don't have a million dollars. If I can bring in donations with fic....
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The Gazette came out with an article about our temple closure.

...The extent of the needed renovations hasn’t yet been determined, but the county is working with temple members to assess their options and develop a plan for repairs, said Claire Waggoner, the temple’s president.

Meanwhile, the call for donations and help is going out to the temple’s members and past visitors, as well as the surrounding community, Waggoner said, adding that help from local contractors who could assist in the physical renovations would be particularly welcome.

The grounds of the temple and its adjacent 65-acre park are still open to the public, but the temple cannot hold public events. Its gift shop is closed and many classes and prayer activities are cancelled, threatening to stop the flow of donations the temple depends on to operate, Waggoner said.

“At the point where we have the most need for funds, we don’t have the ability to raise them,” Waggoner said. “We’re totally funded through donations, and have regular, very generous members who offer support.”

The temple’s round-the-clock prayer vigil — unbroken for nearly three decades — will be maintained privately by the site’s resident monks and nuns, and can included a limited number of guests

“We’ve kept the doors open for 28 years,” said Jetsunma Ahkon Lhamo, the temple’s founder and spiritual director, who created the 24-hour vigil. “So many people ... have been helped in times of difficulty by finding a place to come and be at peace.”


Yeesh. This is the first I've heard of the underground water tank.

The funds that have just come in (you can see how much here) are paying for the plans. Whatever we submit, we're going to be bound by, so we're being very careful.

In the meantime, we really ought to be allowed to continue to hold events. Claire's right. That's how we pay for the renovations. Without them, we're in trouble. I mean, we've had the Use & Occupancy permits in the works for a while. We just lapsed on a few requirements through lack of funds. Pretty much every church in the country's been struggling with fundraising in this recession. We're not alone in that.

Behold, a petition! To ask that an exception be granted to allow us to continue to hold events.

Please sign. And signal boost, if you would.
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This is ridiculous.

Here we have a warm, lovely, and might I mention warm, temple. And because the requirements for the Use & Occupancy permit, we had to have our Phowa retreat in a tent.

On the lawn.

In the snow.

People were cheerful. Snow flurries swirled about us Sunday night as we walked to the stupa, singing mantras at the close of the day's practice. Plenty of hands to help put the cushions, thangkas (Buddha paintings on tapestries) inside after the last session.

We got 2-3 inches of snow by the next morning. The 10am session was miserable because the tent heater ran out of juice. By the afternoon it was tanked up again and we were ... reasonably warm? Well, Sunday my feet froze, but I'd learned to keep my feet off the grass (which retained moisture), to wear a big fleece scarf to protect the back of my neck, and to use my down jacket to block the open space in the folding chair where my lower back would get cold.

But I repeat: this is ridiculous. Not twenty feet away was the temple, where we were supposed to be holding the retreat. Heated. Protected from the elements. Carpeted floors. Beautifully decorated, with benches to put our prayer books on (in the tent mine was precariously perched on my knees).

The good news is we've started the crowd-sourcing campaign, yay!, and we're not waiting for alll the money before we begin. There's enough to begin the very first phases.

Here's Khenpo Norgey, who led the retreat-in-tent, talking about the renovations:



Crowd-sourcing: http://www.razoo.com/story/Renovate-Renew-Adapt-Evolve-Transmute
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Oh, thank god.

The temple can reopen to visitors.

We can't have group events until we do all the renovations, but we spoke with the Interfaith Advocate from Montgomery County and people can visit the temple, come and go as before -- we just can't hold classes.

Which, er, for a place that's supposed to be for Buddhist classes, isn't ideal.

But!

The classes are still being webcast every Friday and Saturday. We're having all-outdoor events for the spring, summer, and fall (not sure what we're going to do about winter -- yeah, it's gonna take that long).

Here's the official word:
In a meeting with the Interfaith Advocate from Montgomery County, we were informed that we can open our doors, that visitors can come and go, taking advantage of the many blessings the temple has come to offer. The Prayer Room will be open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week once again for ANYONE seeking a place of spiritual refuge. You will be welcome to meditate quietly or pray, and take in the wealth of blessings offered by the statues, thangkas and crystals.

Not all functions of the temple will be able to continue until we are able to navigate the permitting process of Use and Occupancy and make the necessary renovations to ensure public safety and accessibility, but for those who have come to count on KPC as a place of peace, refuge and blessings the doors will once again be open to all regardless of faith.

We cannot hold events inside the temple, but will continue to offer events outdoors in order to continue with KPC's mission of offering the Dharma. In just a few weeks KPC will host Khenpo Norgay who will be offering teachings and empowerments associated with Phowa, a powerful Buddhist practice to prepare for the time of death. Though this event will be held outdoors, KPC will do it's best to ensure you are comfortable while enjoying this precious opportunity.

Please continue to support us in our effort to come into compliance with the county. The renovations required to ensure the safety of all will require everyone's ongoing support, as they will be very expensive. Please donate. Meanwhile, all are invited to come and partake of the many blessings of KPC.

To learn more please visit: www.tara.org


Annnnd now to raise ten quadrillion dollars. Because I don't want to be taking classes in a snowbank.
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So to clarify:

The temple prayer room, gift store, and everything within the building itself (including the food bank) is temporarily shut down. The county's requiring us to make about a million dollars in renovations before we can reopen.

Understand, the temple property is safe. We own it free and clear, largely thanks to your help two years ago.

Good thing too, because 35' concrete stupas are hard to move.



The wildlife refuge remains open to the public.



The temple grounds and Garuda Aviary with rescued parrots remain open. But no one can come inside the temple proper -- not even to use the bathroom.





The prayer vigil continues, since family and members can come and go.



Answering [personal profile] rabidfan: What can we do?

1 - We're gathering donations wherever we can, so we can do the renovations.
I don't understand why the county dropped the boom on us, we'd been working with them, but I missed the meeting about this so I don't know the details. The one thing I did catch: the renovations are linked, one to another. You can't just do one or two. You have to do it allll. Quote: "...massive interior upgrades to all
systems, including drywall, electrical and plumbing work, and the installation
of extensive sprinkler systems throughout the building, and much more."

2 - There's a hardcopy petition to urge the county to let us reopen.
For one thing, people shouldn't be cut off from the food bank. And the whole community makes use of this place. The birding community hops by the Mani Jewel gift store for food and water (and a bathroom break) before heading into the woods. Cyclists come through. We're a stop for Asian tours. People borrow books from our Buddhist lending library. Hikers come through for Sunday lunch before hitting the trails. The local high schools visit here for their religious studies programs throughout the school year.

I'll link you guys to the petition once it's online.

There's also a crowdfunding effort going on via email and Twitter.

This is the page explaining the situation: http://www.tara.org/2013/03/02/urgent-temple-is-temporarily-closed-to-the-public-we-need-your-help/

And this is the donation link: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=S3DA9NBZ2SBLS
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Mike's a new guy, helping me paint the prayer room. I mentioned to John that he knows how to do maintenance.

John: "Oooh, boy, don't let that get out...."

Yep, we have a lot of maintenance issues. And Mike's nice enough that I can see him run ragged before he has his own spiritual practice habits together. We all can. He admits that it happened when he was on retreat in New York. The main maintenance person assumed he was paying for the retreat through a kind of work-payment arrangement, because he willingly did so much. She mistakenly made use of him like he was an employee. It pulled him off of a lot of the retreat. :(

Ani Dorje, who recognized a fellow "work yourself into the ground" person, has run interference for him. Between Ani Dorje, John, and myself, we're hiding the fact that he does maintenance.

In the painting project, he offered to caulk some cracks in the join between the walls and ceiling. We're not on a tight time frame, I'm moving slowly, deliberately, cautiously. But because of his job, his schedule got jammed up, and Ani Dorje found him caulking at 11pm (during his prayer shift, which is a no-no, but he's new) -- and it turned out he had to be at work at 4am the next morning.

Aw, crap.

Conscientiousness is one thing but if he hadn't done the caulk then we would've just painted a different wall, no big deal. The prayer vigil is the priority.

She took the prayer shift and sent him home to get some sleep. And asked me to help her look out for him.

Then he offered to bring all sorts of tools and supplies for the project. Oh! Much to learn. "No, no, no," I told him. "Bring them, but keep any tools in your trunk -- unless you're willing to have them disappear."

I explained this was a temple with a couple hundred people and a lot of work being done. Folks will see a tool they need, think it belongs to the temple, use it, and not put it back where they found it (heck, it might not even be the same person returning it). Poof! Bye-bye paintbrush-ladder-dropcloth-hammer-mallet-five-in-one-tool-screwdriver. People have lost hundreds of dollars worth of tools before they've figured it out.

Namely: Ani Dorje has. Ted's lost, oh man, I'm not even sure how much. Over a grand, I'm sure, because his were expensive power tools. (Now you have to sign a contract in blood to borrow a palm sander from Ted.)

I explained, "If you have a project, your trunk becomes your rolling toolbox."

He'll get up to speed. And hopefully, with friends looking out for him, not the hard way, like we did. :D
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If the Academy Awards were given to Vietnamese...

Monday night, my friend Ani Dorje was chant master for the nightly puja.

You see, anyone who has troubles can write in prayer book (at the temple and online) to request prayers. These are read aloud at the beginning of the practice.

The American prayers usually go:

"... for Angela Jessup*, who was in a car accident, swift recovery ... deer hit on River Road yesterday ... for the lost tabby cat "Bells" whose photo has been up for a week, may he be found and safe ... end of war in Syria ... end of all war everywhere ... all sentient beings have excellent health ... Joseph Achebe, find a job quickly ... Richard Wang, do well on his SATs ... Vivian, age six, who has leukemia ... cats Taffy, Junior, Rothy, and Callie, good health and stop fighting ... end of global warming and use of renewable energy...."

It's a varied list, ranging from the world-encompassing prayers, to many who have died or who are ill, all the way down to bugs accidentally swatted and the little problems that affect us all.

However, Chinese (and Tibetan) New Year is a little different. The pilgrims have come! The altars are aglow with red glass candles (they buy the red and the green ones, never the white) brought by visiting Buddhists from all over the world. They bring their kids, circle the stupas (pic of stupa) and murmur amongst each other in Asian languages I try to guess. (Thai? Burmese? Vietnamese?)

After a slew of visitors Monday, Ani Dorje opened the list.

And paused.

"Um. There are a lot of names. And ... ulp ... a lot of Vietnamese." *deep breath* "Okay, here goes--

"Nguyen Phat Tuang, good job, make lots of money ... okay, we have a name, city and year of birth," she smiled, "presumably so we get the right person-- Vyen Twung Twip ... Ggyu Nyanem, good job, make lots of money ... Twing Twang Twung, good health, long life ... Nwoo Gna Nyit, good school, make lots of money, good health...."



* = obviously I'm making up all these names
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I have a friend who's very sick. She has stage four cancer, it was stage four the moment they discovered it, and the nausea has slowed her treatment schedule lately (though hopefully she'll be back on it).

Not coincidentally (I've talked to Jetsunma about her on Twitter), Jetsunma's giving teachings about what to expect at the moment of death.

What To Expect When You're Expecting ... (Death)

Sorry, couldn't resist the Cake or Death moment.

Of course, my first thought when you say "prepare!" is to write a will. Which I did (though I haven't finished because the website sneaks a charge in at the last minute even though it said it was free and darn it, isn't that just the way?). I know that if I contracted a deadly illness I would pro-cras-tin-ate about anything that reminded me that I had a deadly illness, so better to do it while I'm healthy.

And stock up on pillows.

No, really. Pillows. Read on.
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I'm painting the temple prayer room.

The color is a turquoise-y green. My painting team consists of me, my friend Mike, and sometimes John* can spare an hour.

I don't trust anyone else, because the paint is green, and spilled green paint, green paint splatters, or simple mistakes in green would be bad. Really bad. The three of us are meticulous, if rather busy. We have two to four hours a week we can spare.

To paint a 40' x 40' room.

Ani Dorje volunteered to help us in April. I thought "Surely we'll be done by then..." but realized, no, no, we probably won't.

The one green corner we've done looks really good though.

:D



P.S. In sad news, John and his boyfriend Chris' dog passed away suddenly this week. Her name was "Sarah Basset" (she was a basset hound). I think all pets should have a last name.
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Almost every morning these days I do my little morning practice. It's very simple. And honestly, I confess I do it half asleep because I'm sooooooo not a morning person.

I recite the Bodhisattva vow, and then if I have time, I do a little mantra recitation and stuff. (Stuff these days being something called ngundro.)

One morning about, I dunno, a month ago, I didn't do it. I had time but I went straight to the computer and got on with my day. Probably rebelling against routine.

That day at work, I watched myself get pissy about little shit. Someone misfiled some binders! Oh, heavens!

Normally I'd just put them in the right place, but I watched as old habits reared their ugly snake-heads (well, I like snakes, but I was hissy-mad, irritated, "How could they be so lazy as to just stick the binders on the shelf without even bothering? It takes three seconds...." crank-crank-cranky-crank). I left a nasty little notes for the alphabetically incompetent.

Hunh.

I used to be like that all the time. Getting on people's cases about petty crap that doesn't matter.

I went back and removed one of the two notes (couldn't find the other) and decided to do my practice every morning, without fail. Even half asleep, that little bit makes a difference.

Anyways, I had some fandom wankiness come up today, and I didn't bite. Four years ago, I would've gone berserk.

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