I'm much more of an Artist than a Storyteller, and I need to become more of a Storyteller, or I will never finish anything.
In fanfic, I compare myself to other writers: mctabby if I'm writing historical fanfic, for instance. I get unhappy with the story, so I take it down and rewrite it. Thus, the only fanfic I have ever finished is a one-shot for a challenge. (I do work fairly well with deadlines.) In original fiction, I compare myself to published authors I admire, and also to fanfic writers I know. Novels become doubly hard, because I want to be a good writer, but I also want to have the passion a fanfic writer has. Fandom people seem more passionate about their work. At the same time, I want to be publishable, like an 'original' author is.
I suppose what I need is a deadline, arbited by someone besides myself. This will work to get original work done. For my fanfic, I need to accept that what I write is a very long, ongoing series, and write it as such, not as a WIP which will eventually get done. I'm moving toward that now.
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In fanfic, I compare myself to other writers:
In original fiction, I compare myself to published authors I admire, and also to fanfic writers I know. Novels become doubly hard, because I want to be a good writer, but I also want to have the passion a fanfic writer has. Fandom people seem more passionate about their work. At the same time, I want to be publishable, like an 'original' author is.
I suppose what I need is a deadline, arbited by someone besides myself. This will work to get original work done.
For my fanfic, I need to accept that what I write is a very long, ongoing series, and write it as such, not as a WIP which will eventually get done. I'm moving toward that now.