Fandom transitions

It's a tricky thing to be experienced in one fandom, have connections, know the lay of the land, have a reputation as an author and as someone who writes meta...

...and then move into a fandom where you're an Icarus-who?

It's been good for me. Like broccoli or brussel sprouts. I trip over myself in ways that I didn't when I was new to Harry Potter, find I have... expectations that I didn't even realize.

Okay. Let's face it. I've been spoiled. :D

I've grown used to writing and hearing a fuss among those who like my writing. I don't expect it as my due, I feel strangely surprised and grateful every time, like the world vanished in between stories and I just discovered proof it's still there. But I have grown used to seeing the world reappear, once again and thank goodness.

I'm not used to being the newcomer. I'm not used to hearing that note of critical surprise. I'm used to getting "OMG Icarus liked my story!!!!1!" when I review. Used to cringing a little when I get that sort of response and going through a period of "okay look, my shit's brown too." Used to a little special treatment that I've never noticed until now.

I don't mind it. It's just startling. And it's a long way down off this high horse -- much further than I expected. *Icarus laughs and shakes her head.*

Someone fetch me a ladder? Oh. Right. I have to get it myself now.