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Jan. 14th, 2004 12:58 pmI skipped my Journalism class today.
I want to drop this class. But I don't want to. AUGH!
I find I really hate journalism with a passion. This is a complete surprise to me. I did work on two newspaper articles and a book -- as a source. (What can I say, I've had the proverbial 'interesting' life.) I enjoyed that.
I wanted to the opportunity to be published. My name. In print. With someing I wrote underneath it. I know this builds credibility as a writer anywhere.
But I... just hated the process ofsqueezing water from a stone building contacts and gathering information. I felt like a fucking cardboard cutout acting friendly. I am not an extrovert, unless you got me started on a subject I enjoy. I like to teach, I don't like to sell or convince.
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.
So. Do I drop this class and add, oh, ENG 101 online (the only class that's left)?
Where do I get the writing cred then?
*Icarus is torn.*
I want to drop this class. But I don't want to. AUGH!
I find I really hate journalism with a passion. This is a complete surprise to me. I did work on two newspaper articles and a book -- as a source. (What can I say, I've had the proverbial 'interesting' life.) I enjoyed that.
I wanted to the opportunity to be published. My name. In print. With someing I wrote underneath it. I know this builds credibility as a writer anywhere.
But I... just hated the process of
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.
So. Do I drop this class and add, oh, ENG 101 online (the only class that's left)?
Where do I get the writing cred then?
*Icarus is torn.*
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Date: 2004-01-14 01:56 pm (UTC)What do they say about making contacts? Unless you're planning to cover the same beat for years (say, the riveting doings of the Kalamazoo fire department) you make them fast when you start investigating, and half the time breaks happen by sheer blind luck. (Okay, you've got to be there to be lucky, so some amount of dogged persistence helps.) But planning all this in advance... nope. Dun't happen that way.
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Date: 2004-01-14 04:53 pm (UTC):)
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Date: 2004-01-14 08:24 pm (UTC)*pets instead*