Surgery tomorrow
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Utterly wiped. I forgot how terrific and how exhausting Buddhist puja can be, particularly after a full day's work, and a mile hike home.
When I went to take the offerings outside, my body was like lead. Had to take the steps very carefully.
Maakes such a difference in the mind, though. Everything seems lighter, calmer, more relaxed internally. Easier to manage ones mind like I've been, oh, lifted up on a fulcrum and the mental habits that were difficult to manage before are easier to direct.
Which isn't why I just did three hours of practice. I was doing this for
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I forgot how much work this is.
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Date: 2004-08-19 08:34 am (UTC)In a half hour.
*starts humming mantras* *sound like bumblebee* *people at work stare*
Icarus
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Date: 2004-08-19 08:59 am (UTC)xxx
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Date: 2004-08-19 08:33 am (UTC)Icarus