On the road.

[icarus]

We're leaving tonight.

WG and I have set it up so that I can go to the nationals, or I can go with him. Our tickets are completely refundable and changeable since they're booked at the last second. Now it'll be my choice whether I go. We're playing it by ear on Saturday.

WG's mom is in really bad shape. She can't eat now, she can only be spoon fed some water and some soup. She's not able to talk.

I think I'm not going to the nationals, and I don't think I regret it all. If it's this rough he's going to need me. Honestly, I doubt after seeing this, when she was lively only four weeks ago, I'll even want to go to the nationals.

I'm going to do all my homework on the flight down and tonight in the hotel room.


P.S. wildernessguru changed the arrangements so that it's possible for me to go if I want to. This way it's my decision instead something where I have no choice. *love him*

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[boniblithe.livejournal.com]

{{hugs}} I've been watching what you're going through and sending vibes of strength and compassion your way. When you said they had sent her to hospice I thought "uh -oh ... go now" and I'm glad that you have made that decision; even from all the way over here it feels like the right thing to do. Being together in this time is a great opportunity for spiritual growth for both of you, both together and separately. I'm so glad you have each other.